Acid Reflux.. My Kind
With the slightest triggering of any emotion (usually negative), you suddenly feel acids seeping through the lining of you stomach causing obvious discomfort and definite irritability. You can’t stand whatever it is you can’t stand.
I meet new people. Some seem perfectly fine in the beginning. We have a nice first meeting, have a great conversation and might even like the same things. Over time as I get to hang out with them and get to know them better, my feelings start to change.
The precise moment could be at anytime. I start noticing things that really get my attention. The way they talk, the way they eat, they way they deal with situations, etc. Basically things that are part of their identity. I start to realize that I don’t want to be around them. I dread even chatting to them online. But once in a while I do say hello just to erase any suspicions.
I don’t want to do that anymore. I really don’t care to be around them anymore so what am I afraid of ruining? Nothing. Thankfully, with bloggers it is pretty easy to cut them off. I don’t get the urge to rip out their throats.
This isn’t cruelty, I just don’t want ulcers.
October 23rd, 2007 at 10:23 pm
i do that a lot
reduces the stress levels
if u cant try to imagine urself ripping out their throats i swear it works, i didnt believe ppl when they used to say that but it does
and sometimes i just put down the phone for a few secs and count to 10
October 23rd, 2007 at 10:53 pm
If it’s at ‘the slightest trigger’ then I’d say it’s overreaction. The human mind is extremely controllable, and self programming (a synonym of self discipline) works wonders. Just start by telling yourself “So what..!!” ‘7alli yewalli..! and do (or think of) something else. If you’re with them in person or on the phone or online just say “Gotta go..” and go. No explanations necessary. And forget about them immediately. The reason this self programming is necessary is that in adult life and a work environment you will be subjected to much more than irritating mannerisms and attitudes. So the only people who are worth reacting to are the few who are close and dear such as family and close friends, and believe me even THEY can be infuriating and irritating sometimes!! The rest… ‘7alli yewalli..!!!